Saturday, December 13, 2014
Leaving is the Hardest Part...
Our little Josephine "Josie" Janice was born Tuesday at 12:47 p.m.
6 pounds, 7 ounces and 19 inches.
She's absolutely perfect.
Today I leave the hospital without her and I just don't know how I'm going to do it.
Josie was born three weeks early so her lungs are immature and she's just not ready to come home yet. But, I'm so not ready to leave her.
Scott and I have spent the last four days in the special care nursery staring at our beautiful little girl, sometimes holding her but always praying for her to get better.
In my last post I worried about how I would handle life with three kids. Now, I just can't imagine life without our youngest little girl. And I just don't know how I'm going to leave her here today.
Yesterday, she laid in my lap and gazed at me for what seemed like forever. She held my hand and I never wanted to let go. Please get better sweet baby.